June 20, 2009

June 20th, Saturday

Today was sleeping in late! :) It felt really good. I went to bed around midnight after having dinner with Cani. We had some interesting conversations to say the least. I really did a whole lot of nothing today. I studied up on some language schools and found there is some competition to do what I want to do. Oh well, I'm not going to give up, I just have to focus, be smart about it, and break on through. Also, today Jezzy told me that Jacky rented out his flat. So... now I have nowhere to stay in Thailand. I'll have to get a hotel and find something else... and probably for a whole lot more money. I'm crossing my fingers I can get it done. I plan on going to Macau tomorrow. I'll probably see Ceci and Marcella. Marcella is crazy. She wanted me so so bad back in about October, but I totally denied her because she has some really wild ideas. She used to be a slovakian model, and still models a bit. She had interesting stories about living in Israel and gambling on boats out in the red sea... but wow she's wacky! I'm not sure if I'll go through with seeing her. Right now crazy enough the plan is to stay at her place tomorrow night and then fly to Thailand. We'll see if I actually do that. I'd rather just find a place and pay $50 to stay at a hotel. At least I think I'd rather. I'm actually a bit curious to see what Marcella's place looks like. However, Ceci pretty much thinks I'm her boyfriend. Even though I never said I am. But... I guess I never said I'm not. But... I just don't know how you don't talk to someone for 10 weeks and then expect them to just come back to you and be your boyfriend. So, I need to keep my Marcella thing on the down low. Not because I'm a sleeze, but because I don't want to hurt Ceci. I'm not affectionate with either, so I'm not sure where they get these crrrrazy ideas. I just bought a bunch of junk food and pop, so I'm going to watch tv and crash.